im so frusterated right now about how ignorant people are. i tell myself and my friends tell myself to not worry about it, its done with, there's no point...but jesus!!! youre such a fucking prick. you think youre too good for anything in this world. all you care about is yourself, making sure your band makes it and your gf for the time being. seriously?? first off dont say shit about me secondly dont put your hood up to prove a point or make it seem like you dont want to see me. if its not me then fucking speak up. im so sick of the whole im going to be silent shit. you will remember out names when your shit fails...when your time in the lime light is over...when your "looks" and bone strucure fail you. its a complete joke. youre a complete joke. i say i done thinking about this, when in reality i wont ever stop thinking about it. because when you were nothing i was your friend and stood up for you to some of my best friends. you dont know what friends are...and you seem to be lacking in that department. you have nothing to look forward to when you go home. i hold you secrets close and i swear to god i could expose you in a heartbeat. your lack of confidence is a joke and possibly a complete lie to make sure the attention is on you. your idols rest in nothing but "attention attention". its sad really. be yourself, get a grip on whats important. im so fucking annoyed about this its ridiculous.
on a completely different note. i have amazing friends. there are some things to look forward to some of which include. vegas with jac, this will be amazing and a compelte partay...not party but partay. insaneeee!
in the past few weeks i made some new friends and some new enemies by default.
it was so fucking hot today. and honestly let me say this...alysia and i are about ruining lives. its how we roll. hahahahahaa. and im not hanging out with her and june...which is a bummer. but whateverrrrr. anna left for st. louis today, pretty much a bummer as well. well here...just a pointless update.
alright everyone this is what happens when jac, anna, pj, and i are hanging out in the car waiting for taryn and liz...so we can all go to wentz'...let me set the mood. it was hot as ballz...jac threw her gum and it landed on a car. there were snacks galore and we were all bored.
so...hmmm well warped was amazing...it was a week of fun/drunkness. taryn and liz came here to california and that was amazing. we bbq'd at the wentz household as jac would say. alysia and i were sweating balls all day everyday...and basically everyone had swamp ass. i made frieds with paul aka ant whom i now love. anna basically has 37 million boys after her...aka travis...weird but i love it. there was a load of sun and a ton of burning. alysia and i almost got our eyes poked out do to williams spaz on the side of the stage. mike told stories that consisted of challenges...look forward to that movie soon. jac and i chilled in a parking lot. i saw the mah boys and dustin made mike feel super uncomfortable. way to fuckking go!! no joke it was amazing. amber thinks we should go back to square one. hahaha. we stayed at the house of jizz...which was pretty awesome. katy, alysia, anna, jac, and me drank out of party cups which were amazing. we all consumed too much four. crushes were formed and only one of acted on that and got action for all of us...thank you alysia. ben was out of control just the way we like it. i met taryn who i love...she had an awesome welcoming gift...vodka. pj mother fucking j is amazing and we danced that whole night away at petes...to panic....uhhh awkward. this is what i remember from this past week...ish.
olive garden. silverstein. the silverstein movie. alysia getting drunk of of one margarita. wine wine wine. alysia dissapearing for a large chunk of time. warped always being hot as balls. riding scooters. tai. armor. gym class. alcohol. hot as balls once again. crazy straws. ew fresNO. or freshoe...whichever. ten fingers or whatever. paramore. bbq's in pamona and double fisting with alysia. matt from emery. long boards. bikes. chiodos. andre doing backflips. mah. j star. dusitn and j star. long ass walks to the actual stages. emanuel. four. four. four. busses. air conditioning. finally getting sushi with jac anna and ben. bbqing dogs. mike and his stories. sisky singing nfg...which was creepy. i am jac vanek t shirts. plain white t's on kroq! tom freaking abou jv. demar pointing it out. hot as balls. la warped. mike. shaved ice. jono, tye, amber. scary kids scaring kids. sleeping in cars. perfect timing. jager, danielle and her jager bombs. mom visiting. travis free styling. labrinth...haha. basically fun. taryn and liz. love. me not attending hootie...but shaant attending hootie.
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